• Finally back .
• So, how has my December been ? Perhaps this post is long overdue..
• shall start from 4 December, when the drama got rolling.
• 4 December: Went to Library with Nicolette and her sister. Saw Shahril and Fadhli drinking coffee. Lol! They looked like those coffee shop uncles. Then later we went to visit the waffle woman. There we met Michelle, and her cousin, Wei Zhe, Hadi and Chun Hao. I went home with Michelle, Wei Zhe and Michelle's cousin. She's quite cute. Her name is Cindy!
• 5 december: Charmaine's birthday !
• I hate to say this, but I think I wasted my time totally. It was really hectic . Wanna know were we went ?
• Here's the cycle :
• Novena: Met Zhi Qing, and collected Charmain's birthday cake, which was kind of plain. I thought it would be a chocolatey cake. Whatever ! We also went to cold storage to buy 4 cans of whip cream for a fight.
• Yishun: Stored cake and cream at Michelle's house.
• Woodlands: We really wanted to kill time as ZQ and Charmaine were watching Madagascar 2. So, we met Wei Zhe and trained to Woodlands to get Michelle's friend's hat and her shirt. We also went to popular to change Mic's stationery. I was reading a book the whole time and following them around blindly. I also bought a waffle ! =P
• Yishun: Back to Mic's house to get cake and cream and head over to Charmaine's house. We hid at the playground to surprise her, but I didn't know what to say about the outcome.
• Ang Mo Kio: Went to Jack's Place for smoothies. (What the ?!!)
• Yishun: Finally end of the day for me. Couldn't stay long enough for the Water Bomb and cream fight.. Sucks .
• 6 December: Went to Timezone with my cousin! Won him at Air-Hockey, Daytona, Pinball, Basketball and House of Dead 4. Could say I was an all-rounder. I left heavily wishing that there was a arcade version of GTA. Hahahahaha xP
• 8 December: Was freezing my arse off. Had hoodie on the entire day. Super cold. Temperature was like, 23 degrees ?
• 9 December: Happy 15th Birthday Zhiqing ! I hope you like my present.
• Went to her house for a movie marathon. Halfway through "Mulan", me and Charlotte got bored and went downstairs to buy chips for the rest. We also ate ZQ's mum's baked curry rice by accident. Mic and Wei Zhe started playing PS2 games ad ZQ's room sounded like a hellhole. Mic, Charlotte, Praise and me watched Harry Potter 5 and thanks a lot to Draco Malfoy, me and Praise couldn't enjoy the movie in peace. Watched Juno later, but we didn't finish it. Left ZQ's house at 5.30pm. A-Maths tuition later in the night... -.-
• 10-14 December: {STUDY.} All part of "Be-A Nerd" week. xD

15-19 December- next post.

• a little pissed at the ultra laggy computer...
• lol... been up reading blogs.
• a lot of people don't get Quantum Of Solace!
• I watched it 5 times since last wednesday.

• Must be a record, uh?

• I get it perfectly ;D maybe I've got the same vibes as Daniel Craig ? (: haha.

• Facebook looks fake.
• I even found Andrew Lloyd Webber on it! (:
• He never bothers to update it anyway...
• I think the problem lies with identity theft.
• Yeah, I know I'm super random. A lot of things to say but can't say, y'know?
• I still haven't bought all of my textbooks. Some of them haven't got out yet. Sometimes I wish I could have done better in my PSLE, but its to late to regret, uh ?

• ho hum..

• Holidays : left with one month. I'm gonna make the best out of it! I really need to upgrade my wardrobe! Perhaps 18 December could be of a little help? :) and Charlotte's got a new dress! :D
• im gonna get those heels I saw in that shoe shop. I AM gonna get it....

• right-o!

• Im leaving for my so-called "sanctuary",

• the ESPLANADE!

but I just can't help hoping a little (:

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous. At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

You Are Denmark

Well known for your happiness, you live a high quality life. You are compassionate, articulate, and polite. You tend to be quite reserved. You prefer to be around those you know best. You value equality. Modest and humble, you are not concerned with personal success.

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you. You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone. While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable. Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a lot of space in your life, and it's easy for you to feel stifled. You avoid commitment and responsibility whenever you can. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person. You are able to take in a lot of information at once. You often see things that other people never notice. You have a good eye for design and aesthetics. You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not. When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

hello- im at a car showroom right now, and i bet im not supposed to do this, but im using a computer that's located behind an empty receptionist desk. Well, i suppose they've gone out for dinner... The cars are so fugly. Don't know why my dad loves Honda... Haven't blogged lately. Unpleasant things have been happening, but there are still some bright things to look at in my calendar. I can't wait to go Wild Wild Wet! I hope Michelle can make it next Wednesday. I've been thinking about going to Escape theme park with you guys on 6 dec. Please tell me you can make it! I can change the date if you can't. I hope this will materialise... signing off from the ugly car showroom-- sarah :D oh yeah, about mr 8 letter, I think you all know already... (shit !)

can't help but feel left out.. can't help but feel left out.......... when I look at people's blogs, their lives always seem brighter than mine. everything I do, melts away into nothing. if you're not interested, it won't come to anything. YOU'RE SO SELFISH! man, can you hear me? perhaps you've felt it now, as you've done this before, haven't you? you don't even care.... like, damn it! what's the point of it when no one cares? "oh, its up to you, Sarah. It's totally up to you. I'm washing my hands off this. It's your world. If this doesn't work out, then too bad. We can always do it another time." ANOTHER TIME?! never, more like! its always you. everything's about you. if I had the same things as you did, would I be the pathetic freak I am now, earning for others' company? I tell myself I would learn to live without you. I don't think its possible, anyway..

""...because once you are real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand..." -The Skin Horse"

What Your Height Says About You

You are cheerful, expressive, and creative. You have the heart of an artist, and the whole world is your art project. You are the type of person who says “yes” a lot. You are optimistic and giving. You also love a challenge. You enjoy accomplishing the impossible. You are about as tall as the average Japanese man or the average Dutch woman.

You Are New York

Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the best in food, art, and culture. You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you. You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed. Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen

*ahem ahem*- YAWNS LOUDLY

• so . I've got nothing to say...
• i love PRAXIS too! and the money kept rolling in..
• I AM THE RICHEST, virtually..
• how sad.
• I bought GEORGE ORWELL'S 1984! I hope I like the story.
• and I've gotten over Mr 8 letter. It's just gone, really. I feel FREE-
• SHOETHROWERS, SHOULD WE GO OUT ON 6 NOVEMBER? or any other day, I JUST WANNA GO OUT!!!
• two more weeks of remedials to go through. *sings I WILL SURVIVE...!*
• *YAWN*
• I hate typos. and I better learn to be more articulate, seriously..

TONY VINCENT- A BETTER WAY

• Love
• I've been away for years
• I nearly lost my mind
• I had to disappear
• Cause no one had the time to give
• So I just live
• Inside

• Love
• It wasn't what I planned
• In all the things I've done
• I hope you understand
• That there was always something more
• I'm still looking for
• A better way (A better way)

• I keep on asking
• Why?
• The innocent can be so cold
• Outside
• And I keep on asking
• Why?
• The innocent can be so cold
• Outside

• Love
• Has died and gone away
• To find another life
• I wish it could have stayed (I wish it could have stayed)
• I wish it had the time to give
• So I could live
• A better way (A better way)

• I wish we had the time to give
• And we'd forgive
• And we could live
• A better way
• A better way

• THE FAIRY TALE WEEKEND-

It's always the first day after the exams that I truly felt free. Thursday was the best this week! We went to watch MAMMA MIA at Sun Plaza, and we were ten minutes(I think?)late for the movie. Damn! missed 'HONEY HONEY' from ABBA. That's my favourite song, although its so sappy.. The cinema was quite empty except for two other people, I couldn't tell what gender they were in the dark. We nearly stood up and sang throughout the whole movie, and I reckon those two fellas paid $6 to watch the movie and get permanently pissed by the ShoeThrowers. Hahaha.. must be their unlucky day. (I swear, my parents are glancing at my blog entry as they try to pass the computer unnoticed..)After the movie, we went window shopping at the CD shop. was really boring though, the shop had a minute range of English music. Followed Michelle to NTUC to get her veggies. I think I pissed her off by playing with the leeks and cabbage. Couldn't help but throw the nice, fat round cabbage once I got my hands onto it. Then, I saw the ARENA magazine and one auntie was blocking it with her bosom. Waited for her to pass and grabbed that mag. Sadly, DC's interview was only two pages long and they said the same stuff AGAIN.. THE MOVIE'S GONNA BE GREAT GREAT GREAT! It wins, hands down. and this is not propaganda. LOL! enough said. I guess you would get it anyway. I went home to meet my parents and then we went out again to watch EAGLE EYE. It was a fantastic movie about cyber terrorism! Wei Zhe's hot on it. Shia LaBeouf and Michelle Monahagan. An electrifying thriller, and deafening as well, thanks to the many explosions they had. On Firday, we had a movie marathon at Zhi Qing's house. I love her room! I's like, everything's so pristine there. We watched SILENT HILL. I hate that show! I think its just a stupid movie to show off visual effects. We had it on Blu-Ray, so the effect was double. I spent most of the show hiding behind a stiff blue pillow... and next up was DOGMA. I was bored at first, but when it got interesting I had to leave for my tuition. That REALLY SUCKED, but C'est La Vie, eh? SATURDAY-went to Ikea, I got new curtains. Alright, I know that's not very interesting... I didn't go for the LOTR marathon, mum said no last minute. I bought new clothes!Went to Raffles City. The Shepherd's Pie at coffee club tastes really awful! Don't buy it. I went window shopping walking past the many things I so wanted to have. SATURDAY WAS BORING. period. SUNDAY was no different, with the exception that I had to go to church. and it's off to NTUC again for groceries.

• Hope you had a ball at your soccer match ;D

hello hello-

• Well, I finally found time to blog!
• just finished the nastiest piece of Chinese homework I've ever got this year+ one composition + one newspaper thing.
• was like bullshitting my way through, didn't understand what the heck the newspaper thing talking about.
• anyway, I felt like I completed a whole stack of revision papers!
• today woke up at 6 +
• stomach-ache until like 7 +
• august like 5 times got stomach-ache );
• a-maths so much homework! (still haven't finished, btw)
• trigonometry(is that how you spell IT?) got my head spinning.
• now its like 4.30pm. gonna get off this thing soon.
• *cheerup!* tonight got America's Got Talent
• yesyesyes! ;DDD its that sickening show again
• gotten fully over Mr 8 Letter, and I don't expect any new ones to pop up anytime soon. I kinda feel free right now because of that..
• haha, thanks to orange, I think, + a few other good friends I've got.

But during these days there is nothing much to do but study. C'est la vie.. anyways, postscripts . :

• TO: TONY, MIG, SIVAN, HANNAH, DANIEL, SHARON, BEN, BRIAN AND ROGER, YOU'RE THE BEST!!!

Real people don't deal with polemics, they deal with feeding themselves and falling in love. They deal with surviving and trying to do the best that they can.

SOMEBODY TO LOVE- QUEEN

• Can't anybody find me somebody to love?
• Each morning I get up I die a little
• Can barely stand on my feet
• Take a look in the mirror and cry
• Lord what you're doing to me
• I have spent all my years in believing you
• But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
• Somebody, somebody
• Can anybody find me somebody to love?

• I work hard every day of my life
• I work till I ache my bones
• At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
• I get down on my knees
• And I start to pray
• Till the tears run down from my eyes
• Lord - somebody - somebody

• Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

• (He works hard)

• Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
• But everybody wants to put me down
• They say I'm goin' crazy
• They say I got a lot of water in my brain
• Got no common sense
• I got nobody left to believe
• Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

• Oh Lord
• Somebody - somebody
• Can anybody find me somebody to love?

• Got no feel, I got no rhythm
• I just keep losing my beat
• I'm ok, I'm alright
• Ain't gonna face no defeat
• I just gotta get out of this prison cell
• Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

• Find me somebody to love
• Find me somebody to love
• Find me somebody to love
• Somebody-somebody-somebody
• Oh- Can anybody find me somebody to love?

How can I tell that I'm actually appreciated?